I'm Max, my secret I've kept in for all these years away from friends and fam is now going to be told ... I can't take life anymore it hurt living every day in pure pain never ending feelings of emptyness, lonelyness, darkness, and most of all depression. I struggle every day to just survive, I hide behind a mask around my friends and familly and act if everything is ok when really its not. I'm lost, as if i'm in a dark room without a way out. I don't feel anything but pain and more