If you think I look tough, I'm really not. If you think I'm a pushover, you'd be wrong too. I'm deeper than you think, but only a few have seen that side of me. I have a huge heart that loves and breaks too easy. All I want is to make the people that I care about happy. I like making people smile and boosting their self-esteem. Turns out that when you do that, people take advantage of you. Sucks right? I've learned it's impossible to make someone love you when they are really in love with someone else, even if they won't admit to you, it's obvious. And, sometimes, you'll feel as if you'll never be good enough for someone, but really, you're too much for them. Never doubt yourself. Allow your downfalls and heartaches to empower you and make you want to make yourself better. I get hurt too easy because I seem to take everything to heart, even when I shouldn't. I break easy, but I'm toughening up. I CAN NOT parallel park, I always need help with that haha. I can be a bitch, but I'm mostly a sweetheart. Some say I'm TOO nice, so to all of you, fuck off. :)I swear...I always give more in a relationship than I recieve, it's not fun...at all. I'm one of the most honest people you'll ever meet, and I am beyond loyal. I've said many, many times that I'll never find someone. But, then someone changes my mind, then hurts me. Vicious cycle. I don't like giving up on things and losing all hope in relationships. I believe that if you want something bad enough, you can make it work. You must work for what you want. Life isn't easy. Things just do not magically work out most of the time. Most people that believe things will never work out, just don't want it to, or are afraid of it. I've met and dealt with many different people. I try to learn something from everyone. Sometimes it's easy, sometimes I have to dig pretty deep. I love and adore my friends, they're amazing. I don't know what I would do without them. I like my job, most of the time. I don't like people that try too hard to fit in to a certain group and have no opinion that is their own. They just say what is accepted by their "type". I'm sort of hard to get to know. It takes a lot for me to fully trust someone. I think about things way too much. It's best NOT to think too much, and just let things happen. So what if society doesn't like it or your friends don't accept it? Do what makes you happy. I think what hurts the most is when someone doesn't consider you a big part of their life, when you consider them a big part of yours. I hate when people make sorry excuses. I see through them...everytime. I'm fairly good at figuring people out, goes back to thinking too much. My assumptions on things are usually correct. What sucks though, is when you suspect something that you want to be false so badly, then having proof that you were right all along. It's very important that you tell someone how you feel about them, because sometimes, if you wait, you will never get the chance, and you will have to live with the regret. And you will be left with always wondering what would have become of you expressing it.