I remember 1 time i sent someone an Autograph and he was only 14 years old and everyday i sent him something nice like flowers, and friendship note to remind him that he is not alone. He added me and i read his profile and he seem lonely and alone and i pictured myself being him and I felt his pain somehow, how a young man so lonely and in pain at that age. Then I remember that i was that person once and I try to end my life twice because i felt like life is meaningless. I always ask myself why live and struggle through life. One day back 15 years ago I was diagnose of incurable disease and I see death in front of me and crying is not a right word to discribe. All those time i try to end my life and failed, death himself give me a visit. Years gone by i am still fighting to find a way to live not for me but for the children of my own. Now i understand why my mom keep telling she would fight anything for her child and if someone will ask her to choose a quick death for her child or long a painful death for herself and she said to me she would walk on fire for me. I don't know why I am telling you this but i just felt like sharing my thought is a way of expressing my feeling. Ok i'm just 1 depress person who want refuse to cry alone LMAO. Anyway here a little Autograph for you and a flower it always made me smile I don't know why ;))