I am weird to most people. Perhaps it is the fact i actually like havng convesations that go beyond "whats up" and "not much"
It is impossible to describe myself in text. i am always changing and evolving. this text, all my pictures, everything i say, is just a snapshot. tomorrow it could mean nothing.
>I am known as Ian. the best way to get to know me is to talk to me. i'll try to explain myself the best i can in this collection of text, but dont expect to know me well from it.
i like a lot of stuff...music, computers, music, photo manipulation, film, and even more.
i honestly don't care if you hate me or not. that is up to you, and hate really doesnt get you very far. I may decide i dont really like you for one reason or another. usually faking interest in me or being arrogant towards me is one really quick way to get me to not like you.
make no assumptions about me. its in your interest
i like to bite. i have sharp teeth.
i do not want to be just another face on another website. talk to me intelligently or at the very least, keep it interesting. i am more than what physically appears. if you choose to add me, i would like you to talk to me. if you wont talk, save your time because i can remove myself from your friends list; why go through all the trouble of adding me, when i'll just end up deleting you when you dont talk?
maybe i'll learn something from you, and you'll learn something from me. maybe
I tend to be misanthropic. I am generally suspicious and distrustful of people I don't know. I might trust you if you talk to me intelligently and meaningfully, but that's the key: talk. talk to me to get to know me and then I'll be more relaxed.
as randomly stated by Sabi, she describes me as "a very unique and politically sadistic techno savvy bastard"
Damn right :D
Please do not ask me to comment your pictures. I hate it. if i have something i want to say, i'll say it. you can ask me too look at your pictures...thats ok, but making me comment when i really dont care... That is a bad idea.
Music
my music preference is constantly changing. if you want to know bands i like, ask me. for a list of my top 20 bands, please refer to my Vampirefreaks Profile here. it is the ONLY profile i will be updating as i see fit for music preferences.
i do make my own music, so go check it out!
www.myspace.com/ViralphluX
www.vampirefreaks.com/ViralphluX
PLEASE STOP BY AT MY PAGE AND SUPER VOTE FOR ME ONLY IF YOU HAVEN'T YET. THE PICTURE OF THE UNIVERSE IS SO BEAUTIFUL IT JUST REMINDED ME OF HOW MUCH GOD LOVE US. I KNOW SOME PEOPLE DON'T BELIEVE THAT HE EXCESS BUT THIS PHOTO IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME TO BELIEVE. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW IT JUST BLOW MY MIND.
I remember 1 time i sent someone an Autograph and he was only 14 years old and everyday i sent him something nice like flowers, and friendship note to remind him that he is not alone. He added me and i read his profile and he seem lonely and alone and i pictured myself being him and I felt his pain somehow, how a young man so lonely and in pain at that age. Then I remember that i was that person once and I try to end my life twice because i felt like life is meaningless. I always ask myself why live and struggle through life. One day back 15 years ago I was diagnose of incurable disease and I see death in front of me and crying is not a right word to discribe. All those time i try to end my life and failed, death himself give me a visit. Years gone by i am still fighting to find a way to live not for me but for the children of my own. Now i understand why my mom keep telling she would fight anything for her child and if someone will ask her to choose a quick death for her child or long a painful death for herself and she said to me she would walk on fire for me. I don't know why I am telling you this but i just felt like sharing my thought is a way of expressing my feeling. Ok i'm just 1 depress person who want refuse to cry alone LMAO. Anyway here a little Autograph for you and a flower it always made me smile I don't know why ;))