People Assume they Know me. Maybe they Read something off of the Internet about me.
Maybe what they Read was something someone had said, about me.
To tell you the Truth, know one knows me, but myself. But, what you
Read on this Page is all About Me. What you Read on this Page is all about me.
So, do me a Favor. Don't go running your little twinny Bopper Mouth at me.
Because of what some 'Stupid Ass Fake Bitch Said About Me'.
Do the Research People. Look me up on Google. Read about me. Listen to my Music.
Before you go shooting off your Mouth to me. And have not a Damn Clue of what you are Talking About...When I was in School, People would come up to me, also some of my Friend's.
They would tell me thing's like...'This Person Said You Was Doing This'That Person Said You Was Doing That' I'm like, what the Fuck. How do these People even know me?
To tell you the Truth. Those People didn't know me. It could have been something someone Told them. Because People always Talked about me. Maybe it's because I was the Biggest FAG in that School. I was Proud of it. I'm a FAG, yeah. Know one is going to Change that. Yes, I have had People try to Change me. When I first came out. My Mom's Boyfriend told my Mom, while they was in Bed. He thinks that I was Raped. I was never Raped in my entire Life. So, it's People Assuming. Yeah, People can Assume anything. But, if you want the truth. Go to the Person they are saying all this Shit about. Go to them. Because they are the ones, who know themselves much more then the Next Person.
Having To Deal With Loosing A Loved One. + Gay Hatred, Heath Ledger & God.
Having to Deal with the Pain of loosing someone that you really Loved.
I know what it is like to Deal with and go through it.
My Grandmother 'Ruby' she meant the World to me.
She even Lived with me for a Few Year's.
I would sometimes make her a Nice Breakfast, when I was up that Morning.
It was just so Painful to watch her in the Hospital with all of the Tubes they had
in her Throat, nose and everywhere else.
When she Passed away, my Mom was measurable.
Being that it was her own Mother, who has passed.
It killed my Grandmothers Daughters most of all.
Just knowing that they would never see their Mother again.
My Grandmother, brings me to a Topic, today.
My Grandmother, was a Christian. You Hear what WBC is saying about Heath Ledger, just because he Stared in 'Brokeback Mountain'. When I told my Grandmother that I'm Gay.
She did not Care. She said she will Love me no matter what. Being Gay Is Not A Choice People. I don't care who or what told you that it was a Choice.
God, made us Gay People the way that we are. Actually it's not 'Gay' it's Homosexual.
I have been Gay ever since I was 5 or 6 Year's Old. Ever since I could remember.
God, Loves everyone. That is what People say.
Most of the time, you can't believe any thing that People say.
Because to tell you the Truth, people, don't know God...
I mean, do you know God?
Have you met God?
Did he Tell you everything Himself?
No, he did not. Think about It.
If you have a Dog, or any other Animal for that matter.
Hold on to them, they are your Best Friend.
In my Time of need, when I felt know one Loved me.
I had one Best Friend. His name is Jake.
Jake, is my Dog. Don't mistreat your Best Friend.
The Story...
Jake came to me as an Angel, I always thought.
I Prayed to God, and the next Day........
I was lying in Bed, Playing a Video Game.
I was in my Sisters room, her room was off by the Porch.
I heard something let out a Cry. So, I thought an Animal had been hit by a Car.
I went out onto the Porch and looked into the Street, I didn't see anything.
I kept on Looking off the Porch. Then I stooped, and turned around...
There, under a Chair, starring up at me, was a Dog. He has a Blue Eye, his other Eye is Brown with Blue in the Corner.
When he looked up at me, it was a sad look...
It was a help me look.
I Picked him up, and rushed him into the House.
My Mom's first words were 'We Are Not Keeping That Dog'.
Well, he stayed with us for a few Day's, and I guess my Mom got attached to Him.
So, she said I could keep Him. I was so Happy.
I named Him 'Jake' after a Cartoon Character I liked.
'Swat Kats' yeah I know he was Named after a Cat.
But, I loved that Cartoon.
I still believe Jake was Sent to me by an Angel. ;)
Jake is everything to me.
Am I. Ugly? Yes, I am. Am I. Beautiful? No.
Will I ever make something of myself? Nope I will not.
Those are the thing's I say to myself. I never feel as if I'm Beautiful.
But, somehow I go on. I try to put it all to the Side, and not think of it.
It is Hard.
Do you Feel as if no one Likes or Loves you? Do feel Bad. You are not the only one.
I never thought that anyone Likes or Loves me. I also think that I never feel Cute, or Beautiful.
Do you always Feel Beautiful? No, I can say you don't.
All People do not Feel Beauty all of the Time.
I Love everyone. But, everyone does not Love me.
I always Include that in my Daily Life, of Hell.
But, I do have a Problem with Hater's.
So, I do not Like them.
I Hate Them.
So, Beauty is Hard. Who would you classify as Beautiful?
I would have to say, that I classify Madonna.
Because I. Love Madonna.
She is the Best Performer in this World.
And she always make it a Bang, Performance.
So, Stay Strong, Don't Let Anyone Get In The Way Or Your Dream's.
I Love You. I Hope You Love Me.
If You Are Not A Homosexual Hating Homophobe Piece Of Shit. ;)
Ever Thought About Killing Yourself? + Your Family Member's Calling You Name's? Also YouTube Gay Hatred
Have you ever Thought about Killing yourself? Do you feel that know one Likes or Loves you? Well, don't feel Bad. They're Millions of other People who feel the same way. I myself always felt that no one Loves me or Likes me. Somehow I. Blow it off and go on. But, I do not want to see you Dead. Or with Cut Mark's on your Body. Do not Harm your Body. You don't want those Ugly Cut Mark's on yourself, do you? I have never Cut myself. And I think it is stupid. I think of myself as Ugly, most of the time. So why make myself even more Ugly? But, never have Cut myself, and never will. I Love You. You may not think that I really do. But, I really, really, really do. I wish that I could be with you right now.
If you are feeling Bad. Or have any Problem's. I love to help People. And I think that I have a Gift. Think about your Parent's, even if they Treat you Wrong. Some where, deep inside of them. They really Love you. And they do not want to see their Son or Daughter be killed, or kill them self. And I don't want to Hear about it.
Let Me Tell You A Little Story, About Me.
At first when my Grandmother Passed Away. I did not get all upset. But, I know that it really Hurt me so badly. Because she was everything to me. A Few Week's before my Grandmothers Passing...I Sung her a Song. It was Madonna's 'Like A Prayer' .....>
So, like a Month Later...it started to Hurt me. That I lost Someone I had Loved so much. I was in the Bathroom, with a Razor. I was going to Slit my Wrist. But, then I had Rushing Thought's. It was of my Mother, and Sister. Mostly my Mother. I was thinking of what she would think. What she would do if she lost one of her Kid's. My Mother had always said 'If i ever lost one of my kid's, I will kill myself'
So, I Ask Of You.
Do Not Take Your Own Life.
It Is The Best Thing You Own.
So Please, Hold On To It.
Do you have Family Member's, calling you name's for something you can't Help? Such as being Different. This is how me and my Cousin Lauren felt. My Cousin Lauren would get called Whore's. By her own Family Member's. Just because she is Bisexual. And that she was Goth. Just because your Different then every little Mentally Fucked Up Person In Our Family, They will Hate on you. Now me...When I cam 'out' as being Homosexual, people in my Family Acted so strange. They say t hat they always new that I was Homosexual. 'So They All Say' It may be one of their Story's to just start up a Conversation. Who knows? So, if any Family Member's read this. It will be out so damn Fast. It will knock the Shoe's off my Feet.
My Family is the most Gossiping People in this Whole World. So Shit in this Family will Spread like HoTTT Cake's.
So, Family can't always be on your Side. I am not saying you do not have to not Listen to them. Just Look & Listen. This is if you Live in a Bad Family or a Family like mine.
Okay. About This YouTube Gay Hatred Shit.
So....We have a lot of Gay Hatred on YouTube. Why? I'll tell you why...It is for those Low Life Dumb Fucked Up Not Worth A Piece Of Dog Shit People, Who have nothing better to do. So they try to bring you down. Don;t back down. Be yourself. Fight those Mother Fucker's! And don't let them get to you. Because, if you let them get to you. They know that they have Won. Don't you want to Win!?!
Yes, yes you do!
So, Remember All Of What You Have Read Here. If You Really Want To Remember It. Then, You Can. Your Brain Is The Best Thing In This World. You Can Even Move Thing's With Your Mind. If You Practice.
I Teach People, Mainly Teen's and Young Adult's. Not to Care what other People think of them.
People should not Care what other's think of them.
They should be able to Dress and Act how they want.
I Teach People to be Comfortable with their Sexuality.
If you're Homosexual, Bisexual, Transsexual, Lesbian, Transgender.
It is your Life. Fuck what other People think.
People only Bother you because they get off on Hurting other's.
If you don't let them get to you, then it will Stop.
Also, when you're in a big Crowd.
Like you and a Bunch of your Friend's.
People will not Bother you or say anything to you.
Probably because you and all of your Friend's will Gang up on them and Kick their asses.
One thing you must know about me...
I LOVE Helping People.
It has always been something that I enjoy doing.
Be yourself. Don't let anyone get you down. :)
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